“If you don’t let your past die, it won’t let you live.”
I was going through notes on my desk and came across this quote. I had scribbled it on a piece of paper. I do not know where I heard it or even who to credit it to. (If you know who credit is due to please let me know so I can add the author.) What I do know is the Holy Spirit prompted me to share this message here.
How true that if you let your past control your present circumstances you can’t truly live life to the fullest. What joy is there in living in the past? What joy is there in reliving past experiences that you CANNOT change? I’ll tell you…none. There is no joy in it because it is not how God intends for us to live. That is why we are to ask forgiveness for our sins and do as God does…forget it and move on. We can only make amends for our mistakes and then keep moving forward. Learn from the mistakes but do not live IN them.
As many people do, I have a past that is definitely full of severe traumas and pains. I could so easily choose to live in that. I could wake up each day feeling I’m “justified” to keep reliving that pain. However I choose not to do that. I choose each morning to leave all that junk in the past because that’s what it is to me. Gone. Done. Over. It shaped who I am today but it does not have any control over shaping my today. Stop and think about that for a minute. It’s a wordy sentence but really think about it. The reason it has no control is because I give it none. We each have a choice in whether we live in the past or the present.
When I chose to follow Christ I was born again. I was renewed in and through Him. My past became my old life, old blood. With Christ I am a new creation with the blood of Christ running through my veins. I am His. I walk each day in the light of His truth. I wake each day to the joy of a new day with Him. New adventures, new struggles, new everything.
Is that not the lesson of the cross? Christ went to the cross so that we may be free to be new again. That we may LIVE. How sad must He be when we choose to hold onto our past. When we do not choose the new day with Him. When we instead choose to listen to the lies of the enemy who would love nothing better than for us to keep reliving the past. Beloved, it does not have to be that way! He died on that rugged tree so that we don’t have to. When we live in our past we die needlessly on our own trees every day. That is just a slap in the face to our precious Savior. Take your past to His feet and leave it there. Do not pick it back up! Walk away renewed in the knowledge that He set you free from that past and you never have to live in it again.
Each day is a new day to be shaped by the Master’s hand not by our past. Let your past die and you can then LIVE in the present WITH Him.